Ahh.. Time away! Bliss!

I haven't listened to anyone's problems or doine anythign apart from what I damned well please and I feel much better!

Also, as I so oft find, staying off the booze for a bit has vastly improved my mood. As has being put forwards for a number of jobs.

Still a bit down but not actually feeling awful anymore.

*phewph*

SOOO who's coming for christmas funtimes on 19th December?! Plan: running round London dressed in xmas fancy dress (non complusory although you're boring if u don't!) drinking and generally being merry! :)

hope everyone's good; gemsy's door is now open again for conversation etc! : ) xxxxx

01 Your Name:
02 Age:
03 Gender:
04 Favourite Film:
05 Favourite Song or Album:
06 Favourite Band/Artist:
07 Dirty or Clean:
08 Tattoos and/or Piercings:
09 Do we know each other outside of LJ?:
10 What's your philosophy on life?:
11 Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?:
12 Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?:
13 What is your favourite memory of us?:
14 What is your favourite guilty pleasure?:
15 Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16 You can have three wishes (for yourself):
17 Can we get together and make a cake?:
18 Which country is your spiritual home?:
19 What is your big weakness?:
20 Do you think I'm a good person?:
21 What was your best/favourite subject at school?:
22 Describe your accent:
23 If you could change anything about me, would you?:
24 What do you wear to sleep?:
25 Trousers or skirts?:
26 Cigarettes or alcohol?:
27 If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?:
28 Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?:

I'm being very patient but you're still messing around and not living up to what you should!!

did you geta new boyfriend or somethign? COs I can understand neglecting your work if so but really! time to get back on the bandwagon:

- A certain person deserves to have won the lotery by now- please get on the case. I admit he doens't even play the lottery but he could find a winning ticket someone dropped?

- A certain ME deserves a good job please!

- a certain someone else needs to learn how unacceptible their behaviour is before it's too late and they lose eveyrthing.. I do not believe they deserve to lose everything due to their ignorance of how awful they are so they ned to work it out themselves..

- donkeys need to rule the world.

Fank you,

love gemsy xxx

watching buffy season 6 is not advisable when in a delicate state from much drinking... I just sobbed my little heart out to Tabula Rasa

Anyone know any good ones?
I'm currently checking:

marketing week
marketing
reed
guardian
times (which is always poo)
office angels
various public sector (e.g., jobsgopublic, publicsector gateway etc)

I'm now, through desperation, pretty much looking for anything but PA work for around £25K so any ideas please tell me! I'll never escape this sodding country and this rate pf pay- argh!!! :)

kisses x

Ok - keep having recurring dreams about turing into water!!!! This is something I've never had before- i dind't even know it was possible! - and I wondered if anyone had an interesting interpretation of this (Freudians please note: if u say I have penis envy and want to be back in the womb I will hunt you down and stab you in the pancreas)

I was riding about in a donkey’s pouch (think kangaroo but much bigger and very very cosy!) which was kind of weird but awesome... then I was hired to take part in an attack against a Chinese city (looked a round the 18th century) cos they couldn’t see me (as I was under the donkey obviously) I beat them all and then they made me emporess but I had to marry the donkey to be properly accepted and so I ran away and turned into water and became a waterfall in a rainforest.


??... anyone had similar?!

for monday!!

2 interview- both slightly crappy temp to perm h#job but lowest salary £25K.. would do nicely til go to new zealand!

Interestingly put on "the necklace" yesterday which is when these both came about.. I have serious beliefs that, for some inane reason, my angelite necklace has acquired the powqer to convince people to give jobs away.. awesome!

Having a good biprthday- dad got me a mother fucking guitar innit?! Unemployed hippy bum here I come!! : D

Alos generally feeling a bit lighter of heart than earlier this week... Still keeping very busy to not think of certain absences but feeling a bit better generally and more trusting of people.. Learn from yoiur mistakes and experiences but don't let them rule your life or mar your heart's ability to love and let go!

Kisses to all and hopefully see u on saturday if not tonight for random london drinks!

gemsypops xxxxx

Is displeased with her elbows.

That is all.

Yeah I got 4 mins left of work an opposed ot saving the world as suggested in pop songs I'm going to wabble on here instead!

Not much to report but having a lovely time! I've lost something in this last week but something that was good to lose.. I dont' know if it was bitterness or hidden anger or something but suddenly I'm not hating everything... A woman barged passed me on the tube and I just thought 'oh- she must be late for something' rather than 'am i too late for work to run after her and break her face?'.. which is nice!

I feel so like the old me I respect and love.. New me was kind of fun but much prefer feeling love for everyone and calm (well.. as calm as a gemsypops gets anyway!)

Just a quick reminder for northies: i shall be visiting your neck of the woods on 31st of this month so get your party booties polished!! Lookin forward to seeing everyone!! xxxxx

Will someone stop me writing faff on facebook when my brain is not engaged?!

God dammit i'm gonna have to leave this thing if I keep writing stoopid stuff I shoudln't >:(

awesome!

so excited! this was the worst year ofmy life and it's almost over- hurray!! : )

upside is i knda think the stuff that happened this year was for the best- it woulda been wrong to stay with andy for the cats cos they now have a happy life and my nan's in a better place and losing my job at guardian meant i got my current awesome one - which even if not extended gives me loads of good experience.

I'm weirdly over andy... Realisation came this week when i realised i don't really miss him - even when i'm with him! I guess i was right and everything does happen for a reason..

So currently happy, enjoying being single for the first tme in about 7 years and loving life with any possiblities ;)

incase i don't get to update before new year everyone have an aweseom xmas and new years and let's hope 2009 is as awesome as hoped! :)

Yup- got me contract extended. Rock!!

Admittedly 6 weeks of it will be pure data entry but at £25K who cares?! I'd lick feet clean for less...

And feeling rather good about self.. Managed to turn self positive and focus on the awesome thing sabout being single n catless for christmas:

- chance of a christmas lay with some gorgeous stranger
- don't have to comrpomise on christmas dinner contents
- save sooo much money not having a boyf to buy for!
- can come and go as I please
- don't have to worry about cats getting under feet xmas cooking
- don't have to worry about getting to drunk and other half having to be put out by looking after you
- Getting xmas pudgy-ness from eating too many pies isn't something to worry about cos got no-one I ahve to try and look nice for!

hurrah! there'll be more to add to the list i'm sure but that'll do for now!! : )

Going out in reading.. SO excited to see all ma wonderful darlins!

Full of FULL of coffee... Now started drinking

This may get messy...

That'd be fun.

Life's good as beans and twice as sparkly

Not that it takes much to be sparklier than a bean

unless it's a magic bean

I want a magic bean

But not the giant cos I like being able to reach stuff

AUGH!! Need calm down juice.. where's a place in london I can get jaeger dammit?!!!

Love y'all!! xx

Yup- Demolition in london is officially full of the most boring people I'veever met!!!! Yes upstairs is more fun but if i hang around somewhere on my own for too long I get hit on and have to run away anyway!!!

*is just not impressed* sin city on a friday ftw.. If demo's t new london friday night out then fuck it- I'm staying in!!!

I love all you guys! Whether you're one of my bitter and cynical friends, barmy or beautifully happy you're all smashing and you make me smile.

give yourself a pat on the back- you make gemsy's life awesome : )

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Is it that for the last 4 nights in a row I've drempt that I got my cats back, by hook or by crook (one of them I stole them and ran away to gibraltar.. why gibraltar I have no idea!), and I keep waking up expecting Kemi snuggled up next to me and bob headbutting me.

It's really upsetting for a couple of minutes before I get my 'better for them to be in oxford honest guv really you shouldn't have them back' shield up and I just wish it'd stop happening!

I never loved anything like I loved them damned cats and a tiny part of me will never forgive andy for not waiting til we had a 2 bed flat one of us could stay in and keep them (was kind of my plan. He ruined it by breaking up with me 2 months earlier than I was planning to initiate it!!) even though it would've been pretty stoopid to keep going out just for the cats and I think it was best for US this way..

I just miss them every day :( Seriously I need to get a house already so I can get my dog and move on from this..

Any advice from people having lost animals they really really loved?

Hey up dudes and dudettes.

Just wondering who's in Northampton next weekend? I really fancy doing halloween roadmender but i know there's an event on n stuff so wondering if peeps are about an if so..

well if i can nick crash space somewhere :")

xxx